Even the sun doesn't help

I thought human beings had a right called freedom of speech ? Whatever happened to that ? I don't even feel safe writing how I feel on this blog thingy because somehow it's going to eventually be used against me . I can't even express how much I love that person etc . . . Fuck this so called "Freedom of Speech" . They should probably re-name it "Freedom of what we say you can say" . I want to type a lot . I would be typing pages right now . But I'm going to be smart and bottle it up so that good or bad it won't end up hurting me in the end . I am my own worst enemy .